Thursday, May 26, 2011

Thoughts on Time and The End of the World (Sort of!)

Hey friends!  We've been running around lately visiting churches and working on our internship, so I haven't been blogging much (as you may have noticed).  But for the moment, I'm okay with that.  : )   I wrote this almost 2 years ago, but it's one of the posts I think of often because it was such a significant thing for me to find freedom in.  A few things have changed (I've completely given up scrapbooking and the google stats mentioned below have multiplied dramatically!!!) since I wrote this, but the thoughts seem as "timely" as ever...  I hope it encourages you!


My Times are In Your Hands

Time flies when you’re having fun. 
Like sands through the hourglass, so are the days of our lives. 
They grow up so fast! 
Sunrise, Sunset… 
Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love ya, tomorrow! 
Time is money. 
Time is tickin’ and time’s a wastin’! 
Carpe diem! 

We are a people obsessed and uncomfortable with TIME. It either goes by too quickly or not fast enough. We either regret or long for the past while we are worried about or impatient for the future. We’re running late and determined to stay awake as long as possible (thank you, Starbucks!) so we can squeeze every second of life out of every day. We sing about it, muse about it, waste it (thank you, Facebook!), talk and whine about it. (When did they get so big??? How is it already the end of July???) 

Maybe it’s not the whole human “race.” Maybe it’s just me. But a Google search for “time management” brings up 223 million results. A search on just the word “time”? 3.5 Billion! So apparently I’m not the only one. I am NOT a good time manager. I’m not good at keeping scrapbooks or remembering things and it makes my heart ache when I think of how fast my kids are growing up and how much I’ve already forgotten about their younger years. I feel like I’ve been going through the last several years with my heels digging into the ground, trying desperately to SLOW THIS WORLD DOWN! Stop the sun! Slow down the clock! Slow down the calendar! Stop already with the growing! I can’t keep up! 

Well… I’m done. I quit. Time, you win. I won’t fight you anymore. I can’t manage you. I can’t slow you down or speed you up. BUT I CAN, with Christ’s strength, learn to live with you as my friend instead of my foe. I will stop wasting my today’s missing the past and worrying about the future. I’m going to learn to live “for such a time as this.” I asked God to show me His truth about time and found many familiar verses. 

“He has made everything beautiful in its time… ” (Ecc. 3:11) 
“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past.” (Isaiah 43:18) 
“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” (Matt. 6:34) 

It’s pretty obvious that mourning over the past and dreading the future are not God’s plan for my day to day life. But the real surprise came when I found myself again in Genesis 1. “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth… And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light… God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." And there was evening, and there was morning—the first day.” (Gen 1:1, 3, 5) There you have it! The first day. All in just the first 5 verses of the Bible. But He wasn’t done! On days 2 & 3, He created the seas and plants as unmistakable reminders of the passing seconds and seasons, all counting down, as it were, to the end of this world as we know it. But in case we didn’t notice, on the fourth day He also created “lights in the expanse of the sky to separate the day from the night” to “serve as signs to mark seasons and days and years.” (Gen 1:14). 

One of the first things God created was time. And He called it good! It isn’t evil or meant to steal my joy. With the Psalmist I will choose to say “But I trust in You, O LORD; I say ‘You are my God.’ MY TIMES ARE IN YOUR HANDS...” (Psalm 31:14-15a) God wants me to trust Him with how time passes and rejoice! It’s all counting down to His triumphant return! When I see my children growing up and I’m shocked that it’s time to turn the calendar again, I want to learn to say, “Hallelujah!” I am that much closer to seeing Him face to Face! “I am the Alpha and the Omega,” says the Lord God, “Who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty.” (Rev. 1:8) Whether we like it or not, He is the King of the ages and He is returning soon! (Rev. 22:7) As I learn to see my past and my family and my future in the light of eternity, I find a whole new contentment and purpose and perspective as I agree with what my mom always said: This too shall pass! 

“Amen! Come, Lord Jesus!” I trust in You, O Lord. You are my God. My times are in Your hands. And I’m glad.


  1. While I've always been a fairly laid back person, for many years I did feel a need to control how time passed.

    Over the past decade I've become better at letting go of control. It's not easy. My first major experiment was in Germany, sitting in the back seat of a car driven by Ingrid's relatives who did not speak English. THey talked a lot, every once in a while Ingrid got a word in. Less frequently she was able to translate.

    THere was nothing I could do. I did not know where we were going until we got there. We at when they thought it was time to eat.

    I let go of control and relaxed and enjoyed the uncertainty and lack of control.

    It's easier now, but every now and then I want to take control back. I want to do this missionary language learning thing on schedule.

    But, as the song goes, Que sera sera...

  2. I've never been to your blog before this, but I absolutely loved this post :) I couldn't tell you how I arrived here through my hopping around the web, but glad I found it! :)


Thanks for sharing your thoughts and heart with me.